It's been quite awhile, since I been on my blog, I have been going through some tough times these past months. and now I am hoping to get everything back to normal again. And have great things to come. I am still grieving over the loss of both of my parents, its been hard for awhile. I will always love and miss them very much. I know they wouldn't want to see me miserable. they would love to see me happy, and have great things... The one thing I am looking for is this surprise that Javier says that he will have for me. I been thinking about since he told me that he has a big ultimate surprise. I been guessing on what it could be, But I also can't seem to crack him and tell me. He is very good at this. He is usually getting me to crack when I have a surprise for him. next time I have a surprise I will try and not to tell him... I am excited about this. can't wait for it...
There are other things that I am trying to work on and its not a good couple of weeks, I am trying and looking for a job and that will help me out for awhile. I will be working nights and going to school during the day. and hopefully I can do other things I been wanting to do. and get things I've always wanted to have... I will be more busy this time around...
my next beginning is, to have more achievement, and towards my goal too...
